《首辅之妻中英对照版》KaylieLiu

111、Chapter 111：Force her to die Throu

　　Throughout the years, she has never been the foolish one. So when confronted with situations, she remains composed and calmly considers her options.

　　她从来和傻字不沾边，所以遇事她不慌不乱，心平气和的想着对策。

　　She has developed this survival method over many years, a personal skill that belongs to her. It is the ability to stay steadfast, even in life-or-death situations.

　　这是她多年来练就的生存之法，是属于她的个人能力，生死相随的能力。

　　"Madame, you forced your son to leave home without a penny and cut off his financial support because you wanted him to face reality and see the truth. You thought that without the backing of his family, he would be poor and eventually come back to you. Is that correct?"

　　“夫人，你让雨均净身出户，切断他的经济命脉。是因为想他看清事实，面对事实，你以为没有了玉家，他就会穷困潦倒，然后早日回头。对吗？”

　　"Yes, but I didn't expect you to have such resourcefulness."

　　“是，但是我没有想到你有这样的手段”

　　Indeed, her resourcefulness had allowed them to live comfortably without worry.

　　是呀，我有这样的手段让我们吃喝不愁。

　　"Madame, even if we were truly poor and struggling, he would not go back."

　　“夫人可知，即使我们真正的穷困潦倒，艰难度日，他也不会回去。”

　　"All that is in the past. Why mention it now? Come back to the mansion with me!"

　　“那些都过去了，提他做什么，和我一起回府吧！”

　　"I want to wait for my husband to come back."

　　“我想等玉雨均回来”

　　"I have already dispatched someone to tell him, and he will go straight to our home."

　　“我已经派人告诉他了，他会直接回玉府的。”

　　"No, I must wait for him here. Madame, he will surely return to his family when he returns." I looked into her eyes.

　　“不，我一定要在这里等他。夫人，玉雨均回来后，一定会回玉府的”我抬头望向玉夫人的眼睛。

　　"Please trust me." I showed my determination.

　　“请相信我”透出我的坚定。

　　"Alright," she smiled and left. Such a graceful and elegant woman had given birth to an outstanding son, And now he has become a lowly businessman just for this dirty woman.

　　“好”她笑着转身而去。那样一个雍容华贵的女子，生下了那么一个出色优秀的儿子，如今却因为这个下贱的女人成了一个低等的商人。

　　Such a low status of a woman, to get into the house Yu she can do anything, even give birth to a son. She was yet showing no joy upon being granted permission. This woman was no ordinarily. Madam Yu thought secretly in her heart.

　　身份如此低微的一个女人，为了能进玉府不择手段，还生了孩子，现在得到了允许，脸上居然没有高兴之色，这个女人很不一般。玉夫人心里暗道。

　　As she left, I crouched down and held my son.

　　看着她走去，我蹲下身子抱着儿子。

　　My tears were falling, and I was lost. I resented the heavens.

　　泪水落下，我心迷茫，满腔怨恨怼苍天。

　　My life was riddled with helplessness—too much to bear.

　　我的人生多无奈，多无奈。

　　I dared not think, speak, or hope.

　　不敢想，不敢说，不敢盼。

　　I resented my inability to defy destiny, mediocrity, and being carried away by the tide of the mundane world. I resented my powerlessness against fate.

　　恨自身没有逆天改命之能，恨自身也是人世间庸脂俗粉随波逐流，恨自身无能去与命运做斗争。

　　I envied the butterflies that danced in spring, the eagles that soared through the sky, and the fish that swam freely in the sea, all with limitless horizons.

　　我也羡慕那春天的蝴蝶儿成双对，我也羡慕那天上的雄鹰展翅飞，我也羡慕那海里的鱼儿自由自在的游，海阔天空。

　　How I envied the people who led carefree lives of wealth and privilege—their childhoods sheltered by loving parents, their lives free from worry about food and clothing, their fearlessness in facing storms, and their guidance from great teachers, coupled with noble status and extraordinary talents.

　　世上的人儿我多羡慕，羡慕你们无忧无虑身富贵，羡慕你们自幼有爹娘庇护，羡慕你们不愁吃来不愁穿，羡慕你们不惧狂风与暴雨，羡慕你们自幼有名师督促，羡慕你们身份高贵才华横溢。