《GGAD通信集- Thirty-five Owls》忆绛珠

29、The Twenty-eighth Owl( From AD) 1982.

　　June 27th,1982

　　公元1982年，六月27日

　　Grindelwald,

　　格林德沃，

　　The truth, as you asked: I do not know what you mean— why I won the duel? I do not know. It should not have happened. I cannot do as you say. And I am tired of opening letters full of knives. Tired of feeling vises about my chest when your owls arrive.

　　关于你询问的真相：我完全不知道你的意思——为什么我赢得了那场决斗？我完全不知道。它完全不应该发生的。我完全无法照你说的做。我已疲于打开话里藏刀的信了。疲于品尝你的猫头鹰到达时我胸口被紧紧钳住的感觉了。

　　I miss our earlier correspondence. I truly do. I miss— you, even, the moments of kindness you used to show, all those years ago, before you left down the dark path entirely. The way you touched me, in consolation, when you first met my sister. But now, perhaps, there is nothing left but this.

　　我想念我们早些年的信件。是真的想。我想念——甚至是真的在想念你，想念你在许多年前，在完全地选择走上那条黑暗道路之前，流露出善意的那几瞬。在你第一次遇见我的妹妹时，你曾用你那些许的善意在安慰中触动了我。但现在，也许，我们除了这点什么也没剩下了。

　　My apologies, but I do not think I shall be writing again.

　　奉上我的歉意，但我想我再不会写信给你了。

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