《快穿之虐恋情深》阿荣儿

5、第一世：绝色女配英文碎片1

　　When she woke up from her dream, she saw BaiZhi, a beautiful woman who was in red full of energy. BaiZhi put a smile on her face.
　　What you care about most is how well I did to protect your woman. I have felt exhausted from doing so. Thanks to your acceptance during these years that you have given me a warm family and a cute kid. LiXiaoping, I didn’t know whether I loved you or not for those past years. Maybe at one moment, I actually fall in love with you, but it’s just about a moment.
　　In my view, you are a cruel man who has never thought about others except for your wife and daughter. I’m still an extra woman for you in the great world for there are other beautiful women and sights that can deeply attract you. You came back home from time to time , but you have forgotten me and Xi Gong where our son was born and grew up.
　　Each of us strongly wants warmth and love which are necessary to humans and I regard them as water and air in my soul. Without them, I couldn’t live and smile any more. So when I was aware that you didn’t love me, the only way I could do it was to leave you forever. I can’t bear the fact that I have ever dreamed about living with you joyfully. If you know this, I\'m sure that you would heavily tease me and laugh at me.
　　You have struggled for years in the city with lots of money in your pocket. The money which is full of blood and evil you completely sent to all your lovers except for me. As a translator, I worked for your company for years and received an average salary without sharing your achievements.
　　Li Xiaoping, I still can’t forgive you for throwing me to WangChong who has some intricate misgivings towards me. Your attitude has made me feel disappointed and painful. It is you that have brought about these annoying changes between us. Don’t you admit it
　　That’s all. I don’t want to talk too much when the light is in complete darkness.

　　It was an uncloudy day when the building was empty. He felt more lonely than ever without Zhang et his son. For years, they lived together as if they were a real family, but now everything has been changed completely. Clearly, in the world, there is nothing which can be kept forever, such as relationships, health, wealth and other things.
　　Although Li has managed to occupy her body, sometimes he remains angry about her aimless about him and their son. He strongly believed that the woman didn’t love them any more. That’s why he finally made the decision to take Zhang to Wang. He wanted to hurt her and made her feel tough pain.

　　One day, they went out for lunch together. After which, they passed by a circus where clowns all wore colorful clothes. The creator glanced at those people and sent them humorous sense. Zhang entered out of curiosity. Nothing lay ahead of them but exertion, struggle and perseverance. Suddenly, all the traces have disappeared and she clinged to his hands. The circus revolve

　　She is a mysterious young woman who hates Li with special passion. “ The man is just a butcher ,” she says, “ The only difference is that he happens to be a successful business man, which seems to be more harmless than a butcher. If he were required to kill people, he might act heartlessly without hesitation.
　　She began thinking about the man again the other day as she walked into a large, overlit building. She had come to see Wang, her husband.
　　It’ s a rainy season. It seems that everything is wet all over. In the company, there were many officers on duty. She saw a man coming along, followed by a group of men in black. The man, who has fleshy nose and bushy eyebrows, aimlessly glanced at her and turned towards the other direction.
　　She may not know about him, but it’s strange that she felt painful and couldn’t help wearing an expression of dismay because of a veil feeling.
　　She was standing across the counter and she thought she was especially aware of him for he looked more like a crucial man which presented often in her dreams than a kind-hearted.
　　The man continued to hold her attention because of what happened next.

　　She walked alongside her husband, clutching his right hand. All her clothes were new: the black shoes, the red robe and a white cap. They made her look more energetic. However, this was the day she was to be thrown into the hospital for the first time. They walked along a street lined with gardens and trees.
　　“ Why hospital ” She was confused.
　　“ Today you truly begin life. You’ll find a man who has been waiting for you for years.”
　　“ I don’t know at all. ” She whispered.
　　“ Take it easy. Never worry about it. ” He said simply.
　　Two hours later, Li stood at the window of the hospital watching their progress, and Zhang finally found him with hatred. They both entered the overlit room. She looked afraid of him and turned towards Wang, hoping he would help, but it was all in vain.
　　“ Put a smile on your face. ” Li said to her.
　　Zhang hesitated and clung to Wang’s hand, but he gently pushed her from him.
　　She took a few steps. Then many photos of a cute baby came into view. She did not know a single one of them. She felt she was a stranger who had lost her way. Li came over and asked, “ Do you know the boy”
　　She did not know what to say. The door of the room was slightly closed and Wang had gone out. She burst into tears.
　　From each corner she was overlooked by Li.
　　“ This is your new room,” said the man, “ There are many photos here. Everything that is enjoyable and beneficial is here. So dry your tears and face me joyfully.”
　　Well, it seems that her misgivings had had no basis.