《for the future》素瑾年华

15、Losing

　　I have spent almost one year, trying to understand your thoughts.But,unfourtunatly, at last,I found I failed.Maybe we grow and live in a total different way,which made us express our feelings so differently.But there is one thing I have to mention:You are the only one who makes me feel at a loss.Sometimes,the condition is always out of my control.So,I choose to be quiet,I choose to escape.I am always a person who will feel afarid when I think I have considered too much.I refuse to go on exploring.Just keep still,saying nothing.Because saying anything would be a mistake.I mean nothing,I just,just,just don't know what to do.

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