7、第 7 章 暗恋者的独白——帕西 我生活在白 ...
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如果曾经有人说我和弗雷德相似，
我绝对诅咒他考试门门挂科!
If someone before said I was similar to Fred,
I must CURSE him for failing every exam!
但是很不幸，
我发现，我们确实有相似之处，
我们都喜欢上了同一个女孩。
Unfortunately, we actually have one,
for loving the same girl.
她第一次来家里时，
柔顺的黑发散落在肩头，
微微歪头，笑弯了的金棕色的眼眸遥遥望着我，
叫我帕西哥哥。
When I first meet her, she had long straight black hair and smiling golden brown eyes.
Merlin, she called me
Percy brother.
我知道完了，我沦陷了。
I knew, I was defeated.
更不幸的是，我的弟弟弗雷德，和我状况相似。
呵，谁叫我们是兄弟呢？
Even worse, my little brother, Fred, had similar feeling like me.
Merlin, we are brothers, aren't we?
所以看见在拔地精时问乔治她漂不漂亮时，
我控制不住自己，
直接用我的新书敲了我弟弟的头。
So when hearing Fred asking George whether she was beautiful,
I can't help myself for knocking him with my new book.
当问出You will not be my competitor, are you?时，
我其实意有所指，惴惴不安。
我知道我和张扬明亮的弗雷德相比，
我毫无胜算。
When asking Fred whether he will be my competitor，
I am really afraid to lose.
这不是刷题掌握解题技巧就可以实现的试卷，
这是一场随机应变的勇敢者的游戏。
It's not copying citations from the paper,
it's a braver's game.
我在家里看见，
弗雷德行李箱里我给她整理的笔记时，
我在寝室外听见，
乔治告诉弗雷德这是一场勇敢者的游戏时，
帕西不值一提时。
When I saw,
My notebook in Fred's suitcase,
When I heard,
George said Percy can't win the game.
我发现，
是的，
我好像确实是一个胆小鬼。
I find out,
Yes,
I am definitely a coward.
所以，
我没有去问她我用一个暑假整理的笔记好用吗？
我慢慢后退，
将妈妈让我给乔治弗雷德的饼干
递给了路过的罗恩，
让他帮忙拿进去。
So,
I didn't ask her whether my notebook is useful.
I gave cookies to Ron and escaped.
I am always escaping.
我以为细水长流可以水到渠成，
所以，
我把每周星期三下午来找我问题的她，
当成了习惯，
我只需要默默陪伴。
直到魁地奇比赛后，
第二天出现在大厅里的他们，
她将头紧紧靠在他的肩上，
左手十指紧扣他的手，
我输了，
我输的彻彻底底。
I thought time can prove everything.
Only thing I can do is company.
When I saw her head on his shoulder,
their hands holding together,
I knew,
I failed,
completely.
我其实想过主动，
但我觉得我可以在进入魔法部，
如果可以升职为魔法部部长助理后，
许她一生安稳，
许她一生荣华。
“我荒谬地开始把两个字混为一谈，
我和你”***
我自私地将你纳入我的未来，
但我发现，
这个未来好像遥遥无期。
I actually thought about taking the initiative,
but I think I could join the Ministry of Magic.
If I could be promoted to Assistant Minister of Magic,
I would promise her to live a stable and prosperous life.
"I absurdly began to confuse the two words, me and you"
- Pasternak's "To Zwitaeva"
I selfishly included you in my future,
but I found that this future seemed to be totally black.
我生活在白天太阳的阴影里，
你是唯一扰动我心弦的夜莺，
但你却飞向你命中注定的月光。
I live in the shadow of the sun.
You are the only nightingale that disturbs my heartstrings,
But you fly towards your fated moonlight.
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