1、玫瑰 我是玫瑰， ...
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我是一朵玫瑰。
我长在山野，身边只有野花和野草。因此，我经常因我高贵的身份而昂着头，因为，我是玫瑰。
春去秋来，年复一年。意外，我的高贵就此泯灭。
一个少年将我摘下，离开了土地。我很虚弱，昏昏沉沉不知道过了多久，我被他栽在一片玫瑰花海里。这里有很多玫瑰，我变得平庸。我恨他将我带到了这里，我失去了我的高贵。
我活过来了，我清楚地看到他浑身是血，好像刚杀过人。
这个少年每天都会来摘一朵玫瑰，他每次来身上都沾着血。但他会在摘下玫瑰后清洗干净，然后带着他新摘的玫瑰离开。每当这时，我都会听到一个叫做“夏安”的名字。
我在这片玫瑰花海里待了很久，终于，我看到他向我走来。我被他连根拔起，很疼。我听到他说：“我的夏安最喜欢红玫瑰了！”我迫切的想知道他口中的“夏安”是谁。
他带我来到了一个屋子前，他的夏安正站在那里等他。
少年急匆匆地跑到了夏安面前，将我递给他。我狠狠地用刺刺伤了他，他轻唤了一声，让少年去屋子里拿一个创可贴，看得出来，少年很生气。而夏安只是温柔的笑笑，安抚他：“没事啦，我没事的！”少年没有说话只是帮他吹伤口，像是在纵容他。
通过他们的聊天，我了解到少年的名字叫做顾年愿。
这一天还是到了，我看到警察将顾年愿带走，而他的夏安只是在角落里默默的哭。
猛然我想起了顾年愿对我说的话：“玫瑰啊玫瑰，我和你讲，夏安是我十七岁就爱上的人，谁让他们说我和夏安恶心？谁让他们讲我和夏安是变态？谁让他们霸凌我的夏安？等我把他们都杀了，我就能和夏安永远在一起了，我要和他住在玫瑰花海里，我要给他盖一栋漂亮的房子，我要和他在一起，一辈子的！”我忽然有些难过，可我是玫瑰啊！我没有心…
顾年愿被判了死刑，探监的日子在两天后。
探监那天，夏安穿的很干净，他把我装在他的口袋里。他们谁都没有说话，只是拿着听筒默默的看着对方。我第一次感觉到时间过得那么快，夏安要走了。在最后，我听见顾年愿用极小的声音对夏安说道：“我不后悔爱你。”夏安笑笑，偷偷的给他比了个心。
顾年愿死了，他的尸体有夏安带走。我看到他被葬在那片玫瑰花海的深处，小小的坟上堆满了玫瑰花。我知道，那是夏安放的。
只剩我和夏安了。
我被他从一个小盆换到了一个大盆里。他每天都会给我浇水，会把我抬到外面去晒太阳，不顾一切地冒着雨把我从雨中抱回来。怪不得他会那么爱他，换作是我，我想我也会爱他吧。
夏安每天都对我说话，就像对顾年愿那样。
后来我要枯萎了。我感觉到我的跟正在腐烂，我的花瓣在飘落。夏安吻着我的花瓣，对我说了最后一句话：“你也要走了吗？那我要去找我的阿愿啦！”
他把我的残枝落叶装进一个小小的白色布袋子里。我感觉到我的身上正散发着阵阵恶臭。他抱着我，将我埋到了顾年愿的旁边，他懂我的高贵。
夏安取走了我的一片花瓣，放在他的口袋里。那晚，我听见了他的哭声，很低很低，像是怕被顾年愿发现一样。我想帮他擦眼泪，因为顾年愿告诉过我，不能让他的夏安难过，可我是玫瑰啊…
我感觉到了一丝冰凉，我沉入了海底，然后又慢慢浮起，好孤独，像来时一样。
下辈子我还做你们的玫瑰花。
听，晚风将玫瑰花瓣碾碎……
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I am a rose.
I grow in the mountains, and there are only wildflowers and weeds beside me. Therefore, I often hold my head high because of my noble status, because I am a rose.
Spring goes and autumn comes year after year. Unexpectedly, my nobleness disappeared.
A teenager picked me off and left the land. I was very weak and drowsy. I don't know how long it took. I was planted by him in a sea of roses. There are a lot of roses here, and I have become mediocre. I hate him for bringing me here. I lost my honour.
I came back to life, and I clearly saw that he was covered with blood, as if he had just killed someone.
The teenager came to pick a rose every day, and he was stained with blood every time he came. But he will wash it clean after picking the roses and leave with his newly picked roses. At this time, I hear a name called Xia An.
I stayed in this sea of roses for a long time, and finally I saw him coming towards me. I was uprooted by him. It hurts. I heard him say, "My Ann Xia likes red roses the most!" I am eager to know who Xia An is in his mouth.
He took me to a room, and his Xia An was standing there waiting for him.
The teenager hurried to Xia An and handed me to him. I stabbed him hard with a stab. He whispered and asked the teenager to go to the house to get a Band-Aid. I could see that the teenager was very angry. Xia An just smiled gently and comforted him: "It's okay, I'm fine!" The teenager didn't say anything but just helped him blow his wound, as if to indulge him.
Through their chat, I learned that the name of the teenager is Gu Nianyuan.
This day still arrived. I saw the police take Gu Nianyuan away, while his Xia An just cried silently in the corner.
Suddenly, I remembered what Gu Nianyuan said to me: "Rose, Rose, I told you that Xia An was the one I fell in love with at the age of 17. Who made them say that Xia An and I was sick? Who asked them to say that Xia An and I are perverts? Who let them bully my Xia An? When I kill them all, I will be with Xia An forever. I want to live in the sea of roses with him, I want to build a beautiful house for him, and I will be with him for a lifetime!" I suddenly feel a little sad, but I'm a rose! I have no heart...
Gu Nianyuan was sentenced to death, and the day of visiting the prison was two days later.
On the day of visiting the prison, Xia An dressed very cleanly, and he put me in his pocket. None of them spoke, but looked at each other silently with a receiver. The first time I felt that time passed so fast, and Xia An was leaving. In the end, I heard Gu Nian wish say to Xia An in a very small voice, "I don't regret loving you." Xia An smiled and secretly compared his heart.
Gu Nianyuan died, and his body was taken away by Xia An. I saw him buried in the depths of the sea of roses, and the small grave was full of roses. I know. That's Xia Anfang.
Only Xia An and I are left.
I was replaced by him from a small basin to a large basin. He waters me every day, carries me outside to bask in the sun, and desperately carries me back from the rain. No wonder he loves him so much. If it were me, I think I would love him too.
Xia An talks to me every day, just like she did to Gu Nian's wishes.
Then I'm going to wither. I feel my heel rotting and my petals falling. Xia An kissed my petals and said the last sentence to me, "Are you leaving too?" Then I'm going to find my wish!"
He put my deciduous branches into a small white cloth bag. I feel that there are stinky odours on my body. He hugged me and buried me beside Gu Nian's wishes. He understood my nobility.
Xia An took away one of my petals and put them in his pocket. That night, I heard him crying, very low, as if I was afraid of being discovered by Gu Nianyuan. I want to wipe his tears for him, because Gu Nianyuan told me that he could not make his Xia An sad, but I was a rose...
I felt a trace of cold. I sank to the bottom of the sea, and then slowly floated up again. I was so lonely, just like when I came.
I will also make your roses in my next life.
Listen, the evening breeze crushes the rose petals...
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