《小脑洞合集》越子声

5、今天午睡做的梦——A Suicide

　　A peacock finally broke into the peaceful forest......
　　The summer vacation was almost over, but Clara was still immersed in the fact that she failed in the college entrance examination.
　　Because of it, she didn't sleep well. She took sleeping pills every night.
　　One day she fell asleep after taking some sleeping pills. She didn't know that her mother locked the door quietly and blocked the crack in the door with a towel and then turn on the gas.
　　Her mother died of suicide.
　　After all this, she became ill. But she was an □□, so no one can took care of her.
　　She struggled to packed her bags and set off to find out the reason why her mother committed suicide.
　　The first step of the adventure was her mother's college. Her mother spent six long years of her life here. Clara wanted to know what had happened to her mother these years.
　　She met her mother's teacher--Jam. Jam said that her mother was totally a liar. She lied about her depression to win sympathy from the public and she also skipped classes on the reason.
　　Clara was enraged. She yelled with emotional damage,:"You are totally a jerk, jam, my mother can't be a liar!"
　　But she still left with doubts.
　　The second step of the adventure is her mother's work unit.
　　Her mother's workmates said her mother is lonely, cold and eccentric.
　　This is not the same as Clara's gentle, considerable and humorous mother in her memory, but this time she left in silence without refutation.
　　The last step of the adventure is in a deep forest. That was her mother's favorite place to go, but this is the first time she came here following her mother's diary.
　　Entering the deep forest, the bright and warm sunshine outside was blocked by the dense leaves. The forest was dark and silent, leaving only her sound of breathing.
　　She worked along the path and finally found her mother's tent at the end of the path. Inside the tent are various exotic objects and a letter in the middle of the ground.
　　She opened the letter and began to read it.
　　" Dear Clara,
　　Welcome to my secret base!
　　It is a pity that we meet again in this way, but I don't think I can make it to the day when I found a better way.
　　I didn't tell you, my dear Clara, that I have a serious mental illness. But I think I have taken good care of you until you grow up, so I have no regrets.
　　Clara, you have grown up, your body and mind are very mature. So I can rest assured that you can enter this sometimes not so good society.
　　Don't care what those people say, Clara, just remember to love yourself.
　　And, I love you.
　　Yours, Essar."
　　A month later, Clara walked into the university campus. She still often goes to the deep forest, but she doesn't miss her mother so much.

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作者有话要说：　　午睡的时候梦见我在写英语短篇，醒来以后就把梦里写的短篇记录下来了。可能有时态或者语法或者词语不当等等问题