《Snow is falling》墨沫

1、Snow is falling 一直以为自

　　一直以为自己已经忘了那场战争,直到这些日子走在山间林道中再度听到这首歌为止....

　　像是转开连结的闸阀一般,血腥的气息与莫名的心痛啃蚀着我的胸口. 是否总有无法言明的感应牵引着某些人去追寻某些事,纵使相隔百年相距千里? 一张纸片,两行旧址,让固执的人费尽心力就为了究访那幢老宅第的真面目.... 即便此番只得抱憾归去,添水鸦子情不自禁的动力却仍是点点滴滴绵延不绝. 古战场与老宅第同样令痴癫儿神昏心颤的因缘,只是来自短短千余字的描摹,便成了挥之不去刻骨销魂的梦魇.

　　到底与我何干,为何总如幽灵般出没于脑底,教人复生锥心之痛. 如果我是他,"生无还期,死有余责",还能潇洒地在北窗吟诗南楼诵曲么?

　　Snow is falling

　　Snow is falling, snow is falling on the ground,
　　In the forest, in the forest there's no sound;
　　A shallow grave is where we lie,
　　The boys and men who died,
　　And snow is falling on the ground,
　　And we are calling to be found;

　　And the seasons, and the seasons come and go,
　　In the springtime, birds will sing and flowers grow,
　　At summer's end, the autumn breeze,
　　Will whisper through the trees,
　　And leaves are falling on the ground,
　　And we are calling to be found;

　　And in our homes, so many tears,
　　They don't know where we have gone,
　　And snow is falling on the ground,
　　And we are calling to be found,
　　We are calling to be found....

　　"A shallow grave is where we lie"
　　倒卧于不知名的林中,落叶与雪花简陋地将一切埋葬,
　　家乡的思念化成斑斑泪痕,无人闻问的灵魂所给予的答案竟是如此的怵目惊心:
　　"We are calling to be found, we are calling to be found...."

　　二月,料峭春寒,争战终歇,援军失机陷帅,士卒尸横遍野,山川崩竭,鬼神疵疠.
　　"龙虎气衰堪饮焉,春江重渡蹇谁留?" 错误的开始,注定难逃恸绝之期.
　　于乎,
　　"千古忠肝义胆,万里蛮烟瘴雨,往事莫惊猜.... "
　　── 辛弃疾‧水调歌头‧白日射金阙词