《于先生的日常生活感悟》鱼不是鱼

1、于先生的日常生活感悟

　　于先生的日常生活感悟
　　On Mr. Yu's Daily Life
　　2018年9月3日星期一
　　Monday, 3 September 2018
　　现在是凌晨刚过6分，我感觉应该写点什么。比如说我晚上想起的初恋，恩。。。初恋的感觉还挺美好，总是心跳加速、总是不顾忌他人的眼光，表现得又是那么纯粹。
　　It's just past 6 in the morning and I feel like I should write something down. Like the first love I remember at night, eh. The feeling of first love is pretty good, always heartbeat faster, always regardless of the eyes of others, performance is so pure.
　　我一点不怪你，虽然是你说出了分手，而当时的我一脸懵逼，虽然到现在已经4年零9个月，其实我还是一直想问你为什么！只是你总是给我一个作践自己的答案。我知道你是个好女孩，你可能并不高、甚至有点胖，但是这就是初恋啊，我喜欢你不是因为你长得漂亮，是因为爱，它是伟大的，是纯洁的、不掺杂任何肮脏的想法的。
　　I do not blame you at all, although you said break up, and at that time I was a fool, although it has been 4 years and 9 months, in fact, I have always wanted to ask you why!But you always give me a damn answer I know you are a good girl, you may not be tall, even a little fat, but this is the first love ah, I like you not because you are beautiful, is because love, it is great, is pure, does not mix any dirty idea.
　　虽然我们走上了不同的道路，其实我一直想对你说的是：你不欠我什么，爱情是相互的，每个人都付出了，只是这段感情到了一个终点，我们下车了，走向不同的方向。虽然我可能多次想要追上你的脚步，可是一个心里一直拥有别人的人我如何才能追上她的脚步啊！
　　Although we took a different road, in fact, I have always wanted to say to you: you do not owe me anything, love is mutual, everyone has paid, but this relationship to a destination, we got off, headed in a different direction. Although I may want to catch up with you many times, but a heart has always had someone else, how can I catch up with her footsteps ah!
　　突然听闻你拥有了新的感情，心情有点矛盾，为你开心并为自己难过，我不知道我是否还爱着你，因为对于爱情我所经历的只有你。现在，我只是想对你说一句：祝福你！希望你嫁给爱情后，能幸福的过一生。再见了！我的前挚爱，这段感情在我没追上你的脚步的时候让别人追上了的时候就结束了。恭喜你，爱你所爱，愿从此是路人，不会再打扰到你们新的感情！
　　Suddenly I hear that you have new feelings, a little ambivalence, happy for you and sorry for yourself, I do not know if I still love you, because for love I only experienced you. Now, I just want to say to you: bless you! I hope you can live a happy life after marrying love. Goodbye My ex-beloved, this relationship ends when I don't catch up with you when someone else catches up. Congratulations, love what you love, May it be a p