7、NO.7 ...
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落日染红天边，六点一刻
“YOU，少女。你来日本啦？”穿着黑色和尚服的越前南次郎一边看着H叔一边说。
“恩，来了几个月了。”
“为什么不过来住啊，少女。难道没有我们家小子你就不肯回来了恩啊。”南次郎一脸暧昧的的挖鼻孔。期待着少女赤耳面红的辩解。
“我有租房子。”平静如故。
理所当然的收到某人大失所望的表情和“怎么老是这样子”的小声嘀咕。可是还是被当事人听得一清二楚。
“伦子阿姨。南次郎叔叔有东西要给你哦。”竹内伦子应声而出。正好看到藏H书藏到一般的自家丈夫。然后笑里藏刀的开始上演无数次的戏码。
“啊。老婆啊。没什么啊…………哈哈哈”越前南次郎一边辩解还不忘向磬馨发射“好小子你敢告诉伦子，看我一会怎么收拾你”的表情
“伦子阿姨啊，类似的东西在钟的下面还有很多哦”少见的邪恶笑容
“谢谢了！小馨。越前南次郎！你给我站住！”伦子拖着南次郎往后院走，淑女形象一扫而光。
“啊啊啊，我错了！！”伴随着后院的叫声平行于天空飞过一群乌鸦、
于是啊，这种事情要被平息了。
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“小馨啊，搬过来住吧。一个人多不方便啊。”伦子阿姨一边端上烤鱼一边说。
“不用了，我有租房子。”我回绝，毕竟不想麻烦别人，自己回家的时间可以说是与他们正好相反。
“啊。那把地址留下吧。有事情也可以找到你”伦子阿姨知道我的倔强，不再强求。
“恩”
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“Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go
I never had a dream come true
'Til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you, yeah
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And tommorow can never be
'Cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go
I never had a dream come true
'Til the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be ……”
经久不息的尾音笼罩，突然胃一阵阵刺痛，恶心感加重。
连忙用手挡住那些液体。奔向卫生间去。哗哗的流水声加大。眼前的景色愈加模糊。镜子上的自己面色蜡黄的脸。就像已经被抛弃的肮脏不娃娃。不论在怎么洗濯，还是消除不了骨子里的卑贱。
想笑。再也没有人在某个夜晚告诉我。‘至少你要知道，还有我。’那么。你在哪里……
想哭。当看淡了一切之后才发现自己是个骨子里冷漠的人。
然后假惺惺的为抛弃自己的‘父母’哭泣换得同情。虚伪的嘴脸想让自己的拳头打在自己身上。
脚尖有些湿润的感觉。发现水池里的水早已经溢了一地。想伸出手臂关上。但是明明只有不到一米的距离却怎么也用不上力气。洗手间里的马赛克墙面地板让眩晕加速。绿的发亮的假盆栽醒目的放在门边上。刺眼而嘲弄。靠着墙壁滑倒。蜷缩的姿势保持着。静静的把自己关在角落里。水在地面铺了浅浅的一层。裤子有些湿了。有血腥的感觉一路灼伤喉咙。“噗！”血腥的印记清晰的烙印在左膝的梅花胎记上。意识模糊。看不清一切。最后似乎是一抹似曾相识的幽蓝。
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第7章 NO.7
