《一位足球明星的中国恋日记》傲凤影

1、１９９９年５月１日

　　我叫森德林,是公认的足球王子.我喜欢运动不愿太安静.不是我没大脑,我认为太安静的人不是太传统

　　就是做作自以为有智慧会思考其实生命无需假深沉重要的是美丽与潇洒.我是懒得用纸和笔的,偶尔用电脑

　　抒发一下情绪再印上花纹打印出的文字不是更有现代诗意?我今天再忍不住拿起笔写日记是因为我的心情

　　竟无以倾诉,不对自己说出来我就不能安生了.
　　我幸运的是不必为生计奔波,不幸的是双亲已逝,还好大哥如疼亲生儿子一样疼我.我比大哥的双胞胎儿女

　　还小一岁.我自小喜欢什么学什么,我喜欢足球大家都支持我.我成功地成为足球明星甚至快成影视红星,不

　　少影视公司大力邀我业余拍戏我都拒绝了,我觉得演戏不如做自己本色潇洒另一方面我也怕分心影响比赛

　　成绩.不过又省时又高额回报的广告我就时不时做做了.有钱不赚岂不是傻瓜吗?

　　我训练比赛之余有时还到一所大学补课念商业管理系.这是大哥要求我做的.他不限制我时间.只希望我

　　拿回一张大学文凭将来有兴趣时帮他.我看在他特别关照我的面子上才答应读的.而且大学里的女生比较要

　　面子和我交朋友也不会死缠滥打.四年的课程我五年才念一年半的,但是我不急,学校也不催,我是他们的招

　　牌学生.我功课进度慢不是我不努力更不是我笨,因为我太忙嘛.

　　三天前我到学校听完课教授说:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"晚上要参加演讲赛的同学请做好准备,观赛者准时入场.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'我没有兴趣,可是

　　我现任的女友瑞丝有兴趣.我想她的兴趣在于挎着我的胳膊出现在全场时那一刻的欢呼与羡慕.我满足她

　　的虚荣心.好聚好散,散时快乐聚时开心.我有我做人的原则.
　　我们是在演讲赛进行一阵后进入会场的.这时安静的会场便一阵骚动.大家都转头看我们还有吹口哨的.瑞

　　丝得意地拉着我走到中间坐下来.演讲台上的播音器传来嗓音甜美却颇为犀利的声音,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"大家注意了,大家注

　　意了.刚才大家中断听赛去看足球明星就是一种逃避现实的行为.足球先生固然有风采,足球也是一种迷人

　　的运动与娱乐.但是足球本就是战争的一种缩影,是残酷现实的一种折射.所以世界还没有完全的和平.让我

　　们面对现实吧.清醒地面对现实才有实现理想的可能.

　　我气坏了.什么女斗士敢把我和我热爱的足球这么蔑视?居然说足球是残酷的娱乐.我这才抬眼仔细看她.

　　演讲者是一位黑发黑眸白衣长裙的亚洲女孩,模样还算秀美.这又怎么的?我见过的美人多了.无论是谁小看

　　了我的足球我都要和他拼到底.
　　我站起来大声说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"小姐,你以为你是什么?少在这儿吹牛犯大气了.足球是一项多么优雅高尚的运动你懂

　　吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"对不起,我不懂.但我并不讨厌足球,只不过再热闹再优雅的足球赛也挡不住现实里非正义的战争.我倒

　　希望全世界的战争犯子都喜欢足球,把足球做为一种宣泄战欲的工具让足球成为最伟大的和平使者.那么我

　　也会热爱足球的.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我会让你热爱足球更热爱我的.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'望着她秀气可人却唇舌锋利的樱口我一时没词了但决不

　　甘心认输竟冒出了这一话,然后心中一动又干脆宣布;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"你是我下一任女朋友.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　她竟轻笑了,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"你吗?先生,你也许以为你有力与美,还有名与钱,可是我不在乎着个.我只在乎一个人有没有

　　心.偏偏我又幸运已经拥有了全世界最有心的未婚夫.所以你这个没心的人别说男朋友做我普通朋友的资格

　　也没有.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我恼火极了,从没有人这么蔑视过我.也曾经有小报记者骂我狂妄骄纵,也有女人爱恨交织说我没心没肺

　　的但绝对没有这种无视的嘲弄,根本就是宣战.我拍了拍手掌说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"精彩,小姐这番话比你的演讲都精彩.领教

　　了.我会把你象足球一样踢进我所谓没心的心网里.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'我说完转身潇洒地离去但忘了现任女友的存在.瑞丝

　　追了出来悻悻然说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"森德林,你恼什么呀?那个神气女生不过是想引起你的注意.你还真当回事了?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我冷笑;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我哪有什么事?我无心就无聊嘛,所以玩玩她也是应该.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'我好生气,凭什么说我无心?凭我对足球的

　　热爱也是有心人呀.你不喜欢足球可以,但是怎么可以蔑视怎么可以当众诋毁我与我的足球?还有什么全世

　　界最有心的未婚夫,真够不要脸的.有一个男人肯娶她就得意忘形了.
　　瑞丝摇摇头说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"玩玩?我知道你对我也是玩玩,可是我还是幻想着你能对我认真一点点.她说对了,你就是没

　　心的人.你去玩她吧,你会后悔的.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我当晚就叫秘书赛鲁门去查那个女生的资料.旁边的贴身保镖汉力普奇怪地问;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"你还不认识她吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'那神气好象追星族质问别人竟然不知道心中偶像般.我更奇怪地问;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我为什么要认识她?她很了不起吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'

　　汉力普摸摸头憨憨地笑了;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"可能我觉得她了不起你并不认为吧.她是拿最高奖学金的漂亮女生呢.我从小学

　　习差就佩服那些脑子好使的优等生,尤其是又聪明又漂亮的女生,简直太难得了.听说这叫美女加才女呢,很

　　厉害的!你上课的时候我就和门卫聊天,聊得最多的就是她.她比校花还风采呢.追她的男生很多的,连学生

　　会主席也是她的好朋友,可她最有性格了始终只和她的未婚夫相亲相爱.对了,她的未婚夫也是拿最高奖学

　　金的,人长得不错文章写得好极了校长都很欣赏呢,说他们是才貌双全最佳伴侣了.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'

　　我恼火地打断了他的滔滔不绝,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"谁叫你说这么多废话的!我用你是叫你八卦闲聊的?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　汉力普低了头闭了嘴.赛鲁门说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我马上去准备她的资料.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'这时候电话响起,赛鲁门接了说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"是西克特

　　的.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'我直觉与学校今天的事有关但是我接过电话装糊涂说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"西克特,又有什么好事让我出席吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"没什么大事,你今天在学校受了点闲气怕你不痛快.我请你出去喝上几杯泄泄火怎样?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我顿了一下说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"好吧!去名人餐厅,七点会面.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特也是商业管理系的,同样和我是世家子.不同的是他没有大哥为他撑起家业,他是注定要承父业挑重

　　担的.可怜他的兴趣不是他的专业.幸亏他这人兴趣广泛倒不觉苦恼而且他功课不错人缘很好又擅搞活动所

　　以是学校委以重任的学生会主席.连我这个傲主儿也当他是朋友!有时学校想请我参加什么活动一定是他出

　　面巧嘴游说而且大多成功.
　　我七点一刻到了名人餐厅门口见他站在他的天蓝色小车旁乖乖地等我.然后他向我打招呼又坐回自己的

　　车上等着我的轿车引领他的车子去找车位.名人餐厅只供名人和名人带来的朋友或亲属就餐,就算大富翁如

　　果名头不响也不得进入.乍看此处太过贵族其实只为名人们提供一个休闲的好去处,用不着吃饭是还接受各

　　式注目礼.
　　我们坐电梯去了常去的五楼中国菜系列房间.我对中国什么都不感兴趣,唯一感兴趣的是美味的中国菜.

　　中国足球与中国菜成反比.席间西克特大骂那个女生;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"她也太狂妄无知了,竟然敢小看你和你的足球!她是

　　什么呀?默默无闻的小卒!根本不值一提!她要风度没风度,要风采没风采,还敢跟你较劲儿,真是自不量

　　力!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我心里冷笑嘴里淡淡说:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"既然是这么没水准的人你干嘛那么替我气?我们都应该无所谓嘛!自以为是的女

　　人,想引起我的注意,我才不上当呢!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特愣了下点点头说:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"对对对!是我太狭量太笨了!这种女人换个新鲜花样其实玩老套游戏.咱们钻石级

　　单身汉你才不屑呢!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'接着和我举杯言笑说别的事情.
　　后来西克特抢着付帐我也没推让.这不是钱不钱的问题,我满足球迷崇拜我的心理.当他掏出钱包拿出卡付

　　完帐后我脑中忽然灵光一闪笑着抢过他的钱包说:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我看看你又贴了我哪张赛事照片?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'他的钱包里贴的都

　　是我的运动找照片.业余球赛时他都是尊我为师要我指点.
　　当我看到我的照片已被取代为一张巧笑倩兮的美人照时顿时一呆,然后我看清竟然是那个女生时虽然早有

　　预感心中还是震撼!我冷笑着说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"这就是那个不值一提的无名小卒?她什么时候取代了我的位置?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特涨红了脸甩甩头说:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"对不起,森德林,我爱上她了!对你是崇拜,对她是爱.我始终如一崇拜你!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我冷哼:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"有什么对不起的?搞得好象咱们同性恋似的!跟我说实话我会杀人吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特叹口气说:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"你这人什么都好,就是太狂爱足球了!我知道她得罪了你别的不要紧,如果扯到足球你可

　　会报复她!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'他的眼神恳切,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"森德林我希望你不要伤害她!可以吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'

　　我故意说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"那我就要报复她伤害她呢?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'

　　西克特正色说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"那我会尽一切力量来保护她!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'

　　\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"她这么大魅力吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'我猛吃一惊又半信半疑,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"所以你假装烦她来迎合我希望我发泄掉对她的不满?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特点点头叹气,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"是啊,我知道你挺叛逆的,求你可能没有用!现在这样你更烦她了吧
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　　我笑眯眯说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"不,恰恰相反,通过你我对她真正感兴趣了!不是烦,是有兴趣!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特一下站了起来,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"不要闹!森德林,你女朋友多的是!比她漂亮性感的也有!你不要意气用事闹大了!再

　　说了你是大明星她是外国人她还有相爱的未婚夫的,搞不好影响你的形象甚至影响到我国的声誉!你何必呢

　　?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'

　　我笑得更欢了,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"你这么道德这么注重形象怎么还追求她?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特愣了下说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"没有,我没敢追求她我!我只是暗恋她,她根本不知道.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我冷笑说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"你的钱包是常用之物贴着她的照片时间长了谁会不知道?你可是一举一动都倍受关注的学生会

　　主席.我看你的暗恋就想变成明恋,她的所谓不知道只是假装不知道其实虚荣心不知道有多膨胀!我想起来

　　了,你有四五个月没有追随我的球赛或找我玩乐了吧?她讨厌足球讨厌我影响到你是不是?她的魅力赛过我

　　不知多得意!哼!小女人!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"森德林,不要局限于你自己的观点好不好?说实话,她是讨厌你但并不讨厌你的足球.她不是也承

　　认你有力有美球技很高球风很帅吗?她只是讨厌你不专情老换女朋友!她认为爱情就是两个人的永恒幸福.

　　所以她不喜欢你的生活方式认为你玩弄了感情!也许她有一点女权主义,但幸运的是她找到了属于她的永恒

　　爱情!我会劝她在公共场合不要再给你难堪,你也不必真跟她计较!因为你们根本是两个世界的人对理想和

　　幸福的观念完全不一样!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我依旧冷笑,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"是她先射出箭伤我的!我不以牙还牙当我好欺负啊?行了,你也不必害怕我会怎么样她,我只是

　　要撕下她骄傲的伪面具而已.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'

　　西克特紧张地问;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'你打算怎么办?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"简单啊,送她珠宝首饰个人美发师与服装师还有汽车别墅一系列女人喜爱产品啊!我看她到时候还有没有

　　脸承认不在乎男人的钱与势?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特松了口气说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"如果你这样我倒不担心,我对她有信心!不过你最好别把这种财富测试公开化免得自己

　　闹笑话!我只有一个要求,不要让她知道我爱她的!她的照片上我一向覆了张风景小照偶尔才取出来欣赏.刚

　　才可能有点忙乱忘了把风景照覆上了.没有人知道我爱她.我和她是谈得来的朋友,我不想以后连朋友也没

　　得做!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我扬眉说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我偏要告诉她呢?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特皱了眉想了想忽然撕开衬衣露出胸膛镇静地说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"如果你还把我当朋友就替我隐瞒这个秘密!如果我

　　们绝交不再是朋友那随便你!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　看到他胸口上一道道斑斑驳驳的伤痕我吓了一大跳,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"你干嘛?参加□□?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　西克特摇头我看到他深蓝的眸子里全是忧伤.他的声音低沉从容却分明沉淀了太多汹涌的情绪,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我自己划

　　的伤口.每当我想去破坏她和她的未婚夫是我就自己划上一刀.以前我自信还算个有品德的人,但现在不是!

　　她的未婚夫才是个有人格魅力的人.我明知道他们是生死相依的爱侣破坏也破坏不了!但是我还是时不时想

　　破坏!我想做第三者!靠着心理医生的指导和自伤我才勉强控制自己不变坏!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我这次的震撼难以言传.我知道西克特是个自律的人.他喜欢足球崇拜我但并不是无条件捧我.他有他的个

　　性.他还有广泛的爱好可说是多才多艺钢琴弹得好画画也不错业余球员的水平也算不错的还有他主持的学

　　生会活动又多而这还没耽误他的正课.在校园内外有不少女生喜欢他他的远房表妹甚至说非他不嫁可是他

　　对女生的态度一向是兄弟姐妹般义重而非情深.没想到他爱起来这么疯狂又这么无奈.
　　\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"她有这么可爱吗?\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'我忍不住问.
　　西克特点头又摇头,\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"我不知道!也许我只是中了丘比特的铅箭.可我现在都不想自拔.拔出来是死也可能是

　　伤口痊愈.可我没有勇气!以前也想换个城市换个学校逃跑,可是一想到离别我就走不了!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'
　　我呆住好一会儿说;\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"好!我保守你的秘密!\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'我想我是义气的,我会帮西克特的.
　　第二天中午我就通过一位和她关系不错的女生把她哄到我侄女艾莲主管的大商场.我侄子已遂愿进入政界

　　现任驻国外交官.艾莲只好被培训为家族继承人.我把情况给她说明一向严谨的她不知怎么也乐得在幕后看热闹.
　　云彩（我在资料中读到她的名字）看见我愣了愣，我看到一她一身湖蓝色衣裙的她时也愣了愣。
　　她象海面上的水色精灵清爽又迷离浑身上下没有一件首饰。我注意到她纤指上连订婚戒指也没有。她真地订婚了吗？

　　她先开口，“对不起，我逛商场走错了地方。”说完要走我说：“你没走错！是我让阿迪娜请你来的。请坐。”
　　她没坐下扬了扬眉，“请直奔主题！我和你没闲话可聊！如果是因为昨天的事我言词过激我可以道歉，对不起！如果你认为有必要公开道歉就联系西克特商量好时间地点或者登报道歉也可以。”她的眼里可没有一点歉意有的是无所谓的蔑视。她肯道歉可能是接受西克特的忠告怕麻烦怕浪费她的时间吧。
　　我心里恼火却故意绅士似地说：“不，应该我道歉。我太自我不尊重女权了。请到显示屏前来看一下。”
　　她疑惑地来到显示屏前。显示屏播放着商场各楼的主要物件。我特别把珠宝部与服装部的个各个镜头放大说：“只要你愿意着商场所有的东西都是你的包括地皮！这个商场总价值三亿多美元。我不是蒙你，这是我父亲留给我的财产之一暂由我侄女代
　　我打理。只要你离开你那最有心的未婚夫，这商场就是你的了。Ok,如果你暂时不能决定，我给你一个星期来考虑。到时你再和我订契约。”
　　她睁大眼睛看我，“你这么扨钱为什么？就为了或我赌一口气？”
　　我点头，“算是吧。”
　　她笑了，笑得并不含蓄而是花枝乱颤，“你这个洋人还真老土！”
　　我恼羞成怒却克制了自己扨出了我的杀手锏，“我这老土的商场里可还有一把世界名琴鱼美人。这件物品本是非卖品是喜欢我的造琴大师芬德尔遗赠给我！今天只要你愿意也可以把它拿走！”
　　我读过她的资料，她非常喜欢小提琴现在在音乐学院还有一节小提琴旁听课。我把画面移向乐器部，各种乐器的柜台最上部供放着用水晶柜存锁的华美优雅之“鱼美人”。“鱼美人”为什么叫“鱼美人”呢？除了琴头上刻了一个美丽的小人鱼外主要是说她无声的时候也能叫人想翩翩起舞，至于它的声音令不少小提琴大师都梦寐以求。
　　云彩认真爱怜地看着“鱼美人”。忽然她清澈的眸子里有了一点泪光叹息地说：“芬德尔大师为什么会把鱼美人给你？真是所托非人！不过再美的物品也比不了人比不了心！你还真是没心呢！希望你不要无心又无聊了！别再见了！”说完推门走了出去。

　　我愣愣地跌坐在椅子里。艾莲从套间走了出来拍着掌说：“精彩！真是个精彩的女人！”
　　我火冒三丈地说：“原来你早等着看我的笑话！你放心，我会让她心服口服的！”
　　艾莲拉着我一只手温柔地说：“小叔叔，可能我们把你宠坏了！怎么办呢？上帝派一个天使来征服你。你是接招还是逃跑？”
　　我恼火地叫：“少来激将我！我才不会上当！”
　　“那就潇洒罢手。你是谁呀？足球王子酷得无人比！”艾莲悠然地说。
　　我气得肺痛，为艾莲口气里的讽刺，更为云彩那句“无心又无聊”。好！我是无心又无聊，我无聊到底！我看你的心你们的心真在哪里！
　　晚上我居然梦到她了，第一次有女人闯到我梦里。她半眯着秀目嘲弄我无心又无聊。
　　认识她的第三天我没有去参加足球训练。我带着两个保镖到银行提取了九千万现金装了一大皮箱驱车直奔学校而来。我把车开到了操场中心然后有人奉我的命令叫来了课间休息正在打羽毛球的云彩与她的未婚夫林虎。不少同学开始看热闹。
　　我第一次见到那个所谓最有心的男人。他个子不高最多一米七，人也不帅，最多算有斯文书生气那还是在一副黑边眼镜的衬托下才有的！我俯视着他说：“林虎，这里九千万。只要你和云彩解除婚约这些钱全是你的了！你就是读完了博士当上了全球最优秀的记者也挣不来这么多钱。你仔细想清楚，就给你一次挣大钱的机会。有了钱还愁没有美女吗？你不是苯蛋吧？”从资料中我知道林虎出身于贫困山区上大学的钱还是乡亲们凑的。他虽然是公费出国念书切拿着最高奖学金还打着两份工寄钱回家供弟妹上学。财富，是他们这号人做梦都想的吧？
　　大家看着皮箱里厚厚花花的钞票一时面面相觑。云彩嘴角扬起了冷笑林虎竟然轻轻向我鞠了一躬，“谢谢你森德林先生给我这次机会表达我对云彩最真的感情。我的选择还用说吗？聪明如你当然知道爱是无价的！”
　　我傻愣在那里，我猜测过他可能假装清高蔑视钱嘲笑我但我没想到他会向我鞠躬，他这么鞠躬比打了我一巴掌还难受。

　　他又对云彩说；“彩彩，森德林先生这是一番善意。你万不可误会他把你估价九千万！这是他一年的年薪，虽然挣钱比我们大笔得多，却也是血汗辛苦钱。他可能不大相信爱情，所以要测试一下我们的真心！他不是无聊，他是想交真心的朋友！对吧？森得林，如果你不嫌弃我们平凡我们愿意交你个朋友。你在运动场上的潇洒英姿实在令人倾羡。你在生活中的自由自爱也是独具魅力的。如果你不讨厌我们，有机会我们会去绿茵场边为你摇旗助威。”
　　他的语气那么真诚那么动人，我终于领教了他的厉害。人家那么大方自然我怎能显得别扭小气。我潇洒地说：“谢谢！既然我们是朋友了，那这九千万就当我送你们的订婚礼物。没有任何条件的，就是祝福你们幸福！”
　　云彩冷冷地瞪我一眼刚要拒绝林虎摆摆手阻止了她从容地说：“谢谢！那我们就收下转赠给学校的科研实验室。这样子你的祝福就会变成几千几万的祝福。你的爱心我们的爱情都会因此更幸福。”
　　真地，他的语气他的态度没有一点儿小家子气完全是雍容大度。我真是太低估他了。周围响起了同学们的一片掌声。在掌声中我微笑着叫人将钱送交校长和财务处共同签收。我的脸在笑心里却气闷难平。我看到云彩专注的眼神里有一些儿崇拜之光，而那只为林虎而发，我连一丁点儿影子也没有进入她的视线。是啊，女人是因为崇拜而爱！林虎有什么好崇拜？就是崇拜他的狡猾他的嘴皮子？我现在才明白，原来我最气的不是她讨厌足球，而是她所说的全世界最有心未婚夫。
　　我在足球训练场上也踢不去我的悔恨与烦恼。我真是后悔今天一时冲动竟拿钱去赌气。显得我多么俗气又衬托林虎多么高雅。在她心里我更是俗不可耐的俗物了。西克特劝过我不要拿钱闹笑话。我竟不听，我真是傻！终于我找到了一种宣泄方式，那就是写日记。
　　“云彩，云彩！”我诅咒似地写下这个名字。如此美丽又如此飘忽的云彩竟然飘来了人间飘到了一个叫林虎的男人身边。别人的“云彩”！我的呢？原来除了足球还更有挑战性的云彩。天上的云彩不只一朵，但我只看见了林虎身边的这一朵。我不甘心，我决不甘心！谁抢到球踢进网里就得分，云彩也一样！

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