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The Long Hard Road Out of Hell
离开地狱的漫漫长路
Marilyn Manson
玛丽莲曼森
To protect the innocent, many of the names and indentifying features of individuals in this book have been changed and several characters are composites
为保护他人隐私，对本书中出现的名字和可明确识别身份的特征都做出了更改，并且很多人物是由多个人合一而成。
But someday,
In a strong age than this decaying, self-doubting present, he must yet come to us, the redeeming man, of great love and contempt, the creative spirit whose compelling strength will not let him rest in any beyond, whose isolation is misunderstood by the people as if it were flight from reality-while it is only his absorption, immersion, penetration into reality, so that, when he one day emerges again into the light, he may bring home the redemption from the curse that the hitherto reigning ideal has laid upon it. The man of the future, who will redeem us not only from the hither to reigning ideal but also from that which was bound to grow out of it, the great nausea, the will to nothingness nihilism; this bell-strike of noon and of the great decision that liberates the will again and restores its goal to the earth and his hope to man; this Antichrist and antinihilist; the earth and his hope over God and nothingness-
He must come one day.
--Friedrich Nietzsche, on the genealogy of Morals
但是，有朝一日
在一个比现在这个腐朽的，充斥着自我怀疑的现代更强盛的时代，他终将会向我们走来，一个可以带给我们救赎的男人，他怀有伟大的爱和无所畏惧的蔑视，他富有创造力的精神的令人信服的力量使他无处歇息，他的与世隔绝被芸芸众生误解为逃离这个真实的世界的手段，而实际上，他的与世隔绝正是因为他专注于现实，投身于现实，并试图渗透现实，因此，一旦他重新出现于光明之中，就能将我们从诅咒中救出来，那是迄今为止强加在人们头上的统治思想的诅咒。这个来自未来的男人，他不仅能将我们从被统治思想的压迫中解救出来，还能将我们从那些恶毒思想的衍生物——极端的憎恨，一文不值的空想，虚无主义中解救出来，正午的钟声已经敲响，这一使意志重获自由，使对这个世界的认知重新建立和使人重获希望的伟大决定，这个反基督和反虚无主义伟人，这个超越了上帝和虚无的胜者-
有朝一日他终将来临。
--弗里德里希*尼采 《论道德的谱系》
Introduction by David Lynch
I Part one:when i was worm
1.The Man That You Fear
2.For Those About To Rock,We Suspend You
3.Teen Dabbler
4.The Road To Hell Is Paved Whit Good Rejection Letters
5.I Wasn't Born With Enough Middle Fingers
II Part two:deformography
6.The Spooky Kids
7.Dirty Rock Star
8.To All The People Who Didn't Die
9.The Rules
10.All For Nothing
11.We're Off To See The Wizard
12.Abuse,Parts One And Two
13.Meating The Fans/Meat And Greet
III Part three:how i got my wings
14.The Reflecting God [dreams]
15.Antichrist Superstar
16.Fifty Million Screaming Christians Can't Be Wrong
acknowledgments
photo credits
目录：
本书导言 —— 大卫林奇
第一部：当我还是幼虫
1.令你恐惧的人
2.对那些即将踏入摇滚之行列的人，我们将中止你
3.浅尝辄止的青年
4.通往地狱之路铺满了辞令优美的拒绝信
5.我并非生来就有足够多的中指
第二部：幼虫化茧
6.鬼孩子
7.肮脏的摇滚明星
8.献给所有还没死去的人
9.法则
10.徒劳无功
11.我们要去看巫师
12.尽情堕落，一和二
13.与歌迷见面（会见和问候）
第三部：我怎样长出了翅膀
14.对上帝的反思（梦）
15.反基督明星
16.五千万尖叫的基督教徒再怎么也不会有错
感谢信
图片来源
Introducton
Outside it was raining cats and barking dogs.
Like an egg-born offspring of collective humanity,in sauntered Marilyn Manson.It was obvious-he was beginning to look and sound a lot like Elvis.
David Lynch-New Orleans 2:50 A.M.
窗外正下着倾盆大雨，就像是一个聚集了所有人性光辉的卵生的后代，漫步在玛丽莲曼森体内。很明显地——无论是外表还是声音，他越来越像猫王了。
——大卫林奇
凌晨两点五十分于新奥尔良
To Barb And Hugh Warner
May God Forgive Them For Bringing Me Into This World
献给芭布(Barb)（芭芭拉的昵称）和休·华纳（Hugh Warner）
愿上帝原谅他们把我带到这个世界上
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