《Fate Provenance》solame

2、A Song to the Past

　　Will this be true,
　　within the human race's purview
　　Riveted on revenue,
　　we fill our history and news,
　　with queues of senseless feuds;
　　grand statues for sages we built,
　　yet their advice we eschew,
　　even if we feel our path's askew.
　　In every generation's view,
　　being pleasure and desire's retinue,
　　is merely the typical miscue,
　　of all the sins mankind has hitherto pursued.
　　she murmurs to herself...what is I was given a chance to join the light side before Darth Plagueis found me What if my parents showed me a bit more understanding or I was fazed by my weakness and credulity
　　Those questions, if ever, have rarely crossed my mind, until I realized it was all too late...yet it caught me in the end...in my descent to my final demise...and I wished I could be born anew...that's the true reason that eluded my mind so long even after my wish was granted by the Holy Grail
　　I was misled to believe my wish was to rebuild the empire, and someone is going to show up and save me from the curse...when all along I've been waiting for, is but me, myself...
　　I have always excluded myself from the possbility of change, and that is the missing part in the equations, the real meaning of my foreboding dream. I have been reborn and I will no longer need some chosen one to save me from the downfall
　　I will be the one to kill my old self and wash my memory clean, at whatever cost...
　　and thank god that I'm still alive, though just a foot step away from the Death, I will, now, will, with all the Force I could harbor
　　be it dark or light, to undo the damage wrecked by myself, and redeem my sins...