《彼》樱明海

2、嘘

　　A glass of wine, like some
　　blood for a vampire, in my hand,
　　I begin to gulp. It feels like
　　I can always drink more.

　　I hear your lungs wail
　　every time you make love
　　with me. At least once a week.
　　It’s like listening to rock ’n’ roll
　　while watching a tragedy.

　　I am fucked up if I am
　　the cigarette, doing no good to you,
　　causing you cancer,
　　satisfying your craving, burning
　　dead in your hand.

　　You sayyou love her.
　　You sayyou love your family.
　　I am not her.
　　I am not your family.

　　The other night you cried out loud
　　in your sleep. I could do nothing
　　but to cry too. I touched
　　the tears. They were alive
　　in the darkness.

　　Can I feel love in this
　　I want to destroy her.
　　I want to destroyyour family.

　　No, I can never be
　　your shiny wedding ring.
　　I am the cigarette
　　that stirs,
　　that pollutes,
　　that blows.

　　I smash my glass. I was
　　hardly sober. You drop your
　　cigarette end. You were hardly clear.
　　We are hardly
　　together.

　　Light in night, gives me noise in silence.
　　The ring and the spark, both
　　fade on your finger.
　　Can you feel love in this
　　Yeah, it doesn\'t matter.
　　You shall get rid of our boyhoods,
　　You shall extinguish myself.