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[写在故事开始前:
又恢复成第三人称交替的写法了,而且文字是一种不死不活的感觉。虽然不甚忙碌,可是对学习有些厌烦。大概就是因为这种厌烦的情绪所以文字也缺了活气。想要写一个平凡的故事,故事里是一些平凡的角色,但是又有写不平凡的颜色……]
柏木凛
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糊里糊涂地被朋友们拉去酒吧,闹哄哄地被灌了不少酒,头昏沉沉的只想随便找个地方趴一下。但是不行,朋友们都有说有笑好开心的样子,我也跟着一起笑,虽然不明白有什么可笑
的……不能败了他们的兴,要撑住。我这么想着,又向喉咙里倒酒。
辣辣的流过喉咙,留下一路的灼热。嘴里是苦的余味。所有的酒都是不可细品的,是苦的。
从BAR里面出来的时候,外面已经一片漆黑。很晚了,我知道,但现在究竟是几点,我却不知道,因为我忘记带表,手机也拉在宿舍里了。
头沉的几乎抬不起来,连方向都难以分辨了。不知道能不能回宿舍了……前面的路黑的见不到尽头,低头只能看到路灯下昏暗的影子,拉的有些扭曲。冷冷的风吹到脸上,可是只觉得温温的,脸上是烫的,心里是麻木的。空荡荡的麻木。
勉强拖动着沉重的双腿向前移动,又慢又吃力。我大概真的回不了宿舍了,再这样下去……怕是要露宿在街头了吧。如果就这样醉死冻死的话,不知道大家会不会吓一跳呢?……也许不会有人惊讶的吧,也许我的存在也会很快被遗忘,就仿佛从来不曾在这个世界上诞生过一样。……
真的不行了……意识渐渐的离我而去,终于完全抽离出去,我像被放掉了气的球,软软地向地面坠去。
会痛的吧,就这么倒下去的话。不过我来不及考虑这些,因为我已经彻底晕了。
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楚骞
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“我喜欢巧克力,他们都叫我‘巧克力王子’。”他的眼睛亮闪闪的,笑容明亮的好象春天里绽放的花。
“可是我不喜欢甜食。”我说,脸上没有什么表情。
“没有关系,男生喜欢吃甜的话反而奇怪吧?”他又笑,摆了摆手。“啊,那个,好可爱!”他突然眼睛一亮,向路边的一个玩具摊跑过去,蹲下来,拿起一个巧克力色的小熊娃娃钥匙圈仔细地看,又夸张地贴在脸上。“我最喜欢熊熊的公仔!”他说。
“你……真的已经大二了吗?”我问。他那兴奋的神情,活象一个七、八岁的孩子,可他居然告诉我,他已经十九岁,再过三个月满二十。
“恩,再过三个月就满二十了。”他点点头,认真地“重申”到。“我要这个。”他和摊主商量了一下,买了那个小熊的公仔钥匙圈。走过来,郑重地递给我。
“来,这个给你。”他说。
“给我?为什么?”简直是哭笑不得,看我西装革履的样子,带着一只小熊公仔钥匙圈像什么样子?
“这是谢礼,谢谢你昨天救了我,要不然……”他把小熊塞到我手里,转过脸去。他的神色居然有些忧伤。“说不定我已经死了呢……”
“怎么会……”我说。就算不带他回家任由他在我家院子门口躺一晚上也断然不会出人命。这点我可以确定。把他拖回去是因为……他挡了我的路,就这么简单。
“嘿嘿,是不会,我又在乱想了。”他抓了下头傻傻的笑。不知怎的,他刚才那一刹那寂寞无助的表情,竟然让我想到了小王子。不过如果真是小王子,大概不会像现在这样的傻笑。
“那么,就送到这里了,我去公司了。”我说,把钥匙圈放进了口袋里。
“恩,再见了。”他笑着向我摆摆手,转身向学校里跑去。
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[那是他们的第一次见面,彼此甚至不知道对方的名字……待续——]
楚骞:
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从我家到公司有两条路,一条近一些,是小路;一条远一些,是大路。
如果走小路的话,清净一些,风景也好,但是会经过一所大学。我不太喜欢那些聚在校门口帮派一般的少年或甜蜜的小情侣,所以不太走这条路,通常开车走大路。
但是自从那天以后,不自觉地竟然开始走小路了。只是每当经过校门口的时候还是会避开一些。那个有着孩童一般纯真笑容的少年跑进那扇门的背影,深深的从眼睛进驻到心里的某一个角落,所以不自觉地开始寻觅起来。
不知道能不能再次看见他呢?在这个门口。
心里明白这只不过是一种憧憬,我对他的了解,只限于几句对话而已。也许他给我留下的印象本就是一种表面的假象,在我的心里自行地不断美化,竟然觉得他很“神奇”而且“珍贵”。
也许真正了解以后会发现完全不是那回事,事情往往就是这样,以前也不是没有碰到过;但我还是固执的心存侥幸。我抱着一贯的固执,“期待”着能够再次见到他。
柏木凛:
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我后悔没有问那个人,他的名字。
假使那一次是偶然的遇见,如果以后再也见不到了,如果我能知道他的名字,那起码能够常常想着他的名字。
而现在,我只能把他称为“救了我的那个人”。
不知怎么,我觉得他或许会是个特别的人。虽然他穿着西装,举止得体又有些冷漠,而且似乎缺少表情,但他是个好人。我这么觉得。我相信缘分,也许我们能够再见面。
我祈求上帝让我再见到他,那时我要问他的名字。
[待续--]
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English Edition:
CHOCOLATE PRINCE & BEAR
Chocolate Prince:
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Some friends asked me to go to a pub, after drank a lot of wine, I was so tired that I just want to find a place to sleep. But I can’t, my friends were all talking and laughing, I can’t let them down, so I laugh with them although I didn’t feel happy at all.
Wine is not good to drink, all of wine tastes so bad.
Coming out of the bar, it was dark outside. I knew it was quite late, but I didn’t know what time is since I hadn’t taken my watch with me, and mobile phone was left at dorm.
It was difficult to tell the direction. I may not able to go back to my dorm. The road in front of me was endless and dark, I could only see my shadow below, I couldn’t feel the cold wind because my face was hot. I couldn’t feel anything within my heart.
Bear:
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“I like chocolate, so they call me ‘chocolate prince’.” His eyes were shining, smile like the flower in the warm spring.
“But I don’t like sweet food.” I answered without any emotion.
“It doesn’t matter; it’s strange for a boy to like dessert, isn’t it?” He waved his hand and smiled. “Ah, that is cute!” Suddenly he discovered something. He run to a toy stall and picked up a little bear toy. “I like bear so much!” He said.
“Are you really a university student?” I asked. He smiled like a child, but he told me that he was nineteen and would be 20 in three months.
“Yes, I would be twenty in three months.” He nodded and replied. “I want this one.” He talked with the owner for a while and took the bear. He then walked to me and handed me the bear.
This is for you.” He said.
“For me? But why?” I asked. It seemed not suit for me to take a toy since I was wearing former clothes and ready for work.
“This is a gift, thank you for saving my life the last night. Or …” He put the toy into my hand and turned his face. He seemed a bit of sad. “I would have died…”
“How can be that…?” I said. He wouldn’t die even if I left him outside my yard over the night, I am sure of that. I took him home just because he blocked my way, simply as that.
“So is that, I am dreaming again.” He laughed. His lonely emotion make me think of that story of , but if he were that “prince”, he may not laugh like that.
Bear:
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There are two ways from my home to my company. One way is a near path, another is a farer road.
The little path is quiet and the landscapes are beautiful. But there is a university on the way, I don’t like these young men surround the gate or the sweat “so called” lovers, so I don’t often walk this path. More often, I drive to my office from the road.
But since that day, I begin to walk the path. That boy smiled cutely and run into the gate, which gave me deep impression, I begin to search.
Will I meet him again? From this gate…
I understand it is just a long for, and I know nothing about him except for short conversations, maybe the impressions he gave me is just the appearance but not truth, but I feel him “miraculous” and “precious”.
Maybe it is totally not the same thing as I expected after really get to know him. Things were just like that. But I still keep a lot of hopes, hoping that I could meet him again.
Chocolate Prince:
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I regretted for have not asked his name. Support I meet him just by chance, I could think of his name if I never meet him again.
But now, I could only call him “the man who saved me”.
For no reason, I think he would be a “special man” for me. Though he seems polite but cold, he is a good man, I believe so.
I believe in destiny.
I asks god to let me meet him again, at that time I will ask for his name.
[To Be Continued--]