《有些我们早已知道结局》各种不靠谱

6、日记三 因为害怕付

　　因为害怕付出最后并不能走到一起？

　　不知道是不是我的错觉。

　　前两天的对话，突然感觉有一种他突然说话成熟的感觉。

　　感觉会关心人了。

　　感觉说话更加稳重了。

　　但谈话的时间变的短了，变的不知道开始说什么了。

　　甚至，我不知道，当我停止主动联系他，他会过多久才会主动联系我。

　　一切都变的不一样了。

　　I don't understand how it got to this place.

　　The first time that I asked him did him like me.

　　It was terrifying.

　　I've never felt so exposed.

　　But the feeling that I got when he said it back to me. It was probably the single greatest moment of my life.

　　Maybe we can't have a happy end.

　　But doesn't mean I wouldn't do it all over again.

　　I don't know the end.

　　I have to decide what's most important to me.

　　Keeping my pride and gettting nothing or taking a risk, and maybe, maybe, having everything.