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20th April
A New Beginning
4月20日
新的开始
It feels odd. Coming back here. This blog. It's taken me about a week to write this. I kept coming back. Deleting bits. Adding bits. The thing is, I'm not an emotional person. I'm emotional, obviously. I have emotions but I don't embrace grief. I guess I'm very British.
这感觉有点奇怪。重回这里，回到这博客来。我花了一周时间才写下这篇博文，一遍遍登陆，不断地删删改改。问题是，我不是个情绪化的人。不，我显然很情绪化。应该说，我有自己的情绪，但并不会沉溺在悲伤之中不可自拔①。我想我是个典型的英国佬。
I don't like to talk about it.
我不喜欢谈论这个。
But I've been told that I should talk about it. That if I don't talk about it I'll be how I was pre-Sherlock. And I can't go back to that. I've a life now.
但我被告知，我必须谈论它，否则我又会回到与夏洛克相识之前的状态。我不能变回那样子。我得生活。
I understand that he's dead. And I accept it. I still believe in him. In who he was. The truth behind that will come out, I believe that. But Sherlock is dead and that period of my life is behind me.
我明白他已经死了，也接受了这个事实。我还是相信他，相信我没看错人②。我坚信，真相必将水落石出。但夏洛克已经死了，而那一段人生已经成为过去。
And that's what life is. Things happen. Then they're in the past. And you move on to new things. New people. New friends. New beginnings.
这就是生活。世事苍茫，转眼成为云烟，而你得往前看，接受新的一切。新的相遇，新的朋友，新的开始。
But it's also important not to forget the past. And I've found a few photos and a few blog posts I never finished so over the next few weeks I'll be doing that really. Remembering the past.
然而勿忘过往依然重要。我找到了一些以前没有贴出来的照片和博文，接下来的几周，我会陆续将它们贴出。铭记过往。
And I won't feel sad about it. Not any more. Because they were good times. We did good and we had fun. And that's what I'm going to remember. My best friend, and he'd kill me for saying that's what he was, is dead. Sherlock Holmes is dead.
我并不会为此感到悲伤。不再悲伤。因为那是段美好的时光。我们做了正确的事，并从中得到快乐。这就是我需要记住的。我最好的朋友——这么说他会要了我的命——死了。③夏洛克·福尔摩斯死了。
But, by God, he'll never be forgotten.
然而，上帝为证，他永远活在我的心里。
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12 comments
12条回复
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You're doing the right thing, John.
E Thompson 20 april
你做得对，约翰。
E.汤普森 4月20日
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Yeah. It feels good. Thanks. Typing up the old cases now.
John Watson 20 April
没错。这感觉很好。谢谢。我正在码那些旧案子的文。
约翰·华生 4月20日
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Some of us still believe in Sherlock.
Jacob Sowersby 20 April
我们之中还有人依旧相信夏洛克。
雅各布·索维斯拜 4月20日
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Thanks Jacob. Your video still makes me smile.
John Watson 20 April
谢谢你，雅各布。你的视频依然能让我笑起来。
约翰·华生 4月20日
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Come for a drink soon, mate.
Mike Stamford 20 April
出来喝一杯吧，伙计。
迈克·斯坦福 4月20日
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I'd like a drink if you can spare a minute.
Mrs Hudson 20 April
如果你能抽出一分钟来，我也想去喝一杯。
哈德森太太 4月20日
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He saved my life. I'll never lose faith in him.
C Melas 20 April
他拯救了我的人生。我永远不会对他失去信心。
C.梅拉斯 4月20日
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Let's go for a drink later. X
Mary 20 April
等下出去喝一杯吧。吻你④
玛丽 4月20日
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Everyone thinks drink is the answer but it isn't.
Harry Watson 20 April4
所有人都认为酒就是那个答案，一醉解千愁，但这是错的。
哈莉·华生 4月20日4⑤
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I don't think there is an answer. I've just got to keep going.
John Watson 20 April
我不认为这世上会有什么答案。我只是得继续向前。
约翰·华生 4月20日
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And you will. X
Mary 20 April
你会的。吻你
玛丽 4月20日
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Who's Mary
Harry Watson 20 April
玛丽是谁？
哈莉·华生 4月20日
作者有话说
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