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4、November Rain (十一月的雨) ...

  •   “下个月的演唱会,有空做我的嘉宾么?”早就编辑好的短信、已经在草稿箱躺了好几天的短信,手指在发送键的上空徘徊很久,最终还是将这短信扔回了草稿箱。什么时候开始,电话那头越来越敷衍,短信回复越来越少,最后自己再也没有勇气拨通那个号码,现在竟是连传送一封短信的勇气都在冷漠和疏远里耗尽了么?别说生日礼物就连一声祝福都没有,曾经说好的新专辑站台也好像从未存在过一样,微薄上满满都是和别人的互动,笑得那么开心,相比之下在这里独自悲伤的自己真是有些可笑……
      以不给自己睡着的机会为理由,让工作人员把时间表排到爆满,大家都露出担心神色,却只是笑说,要是有机会睡着又一下睡不饱会觉得更累,其实真正的理由只有自己明白,只是不想让自己有太多空闲时间去思念那个人而已。
      新专辑的发布会兼续约记者会,一众好友都送来了花篮,可是一眼却只看到那个刺眼的名字,然后看到名字之前过分官方的语句,突然莫名地感到一阵刺痛,赶忙将视线移开,稳住自己的情绪……
      新歌发表演唱会,那人送来的花篮又出现在一众花篮中,这一次似乎没有那么痛了呢,是痛过了头开始麻木,还是真的开始淡忘,已经没有勇气再做深究。突然发现,主花和上次一样,是一种很少在花篮里见到的黄色兰花。有些疑惑,但太过繁忙的一切很快将这一切抛诸脑后。
      终于来到香港的演唱会,草稿箱里的那条短信已经被无情地彻底删除,似乎思念的时间也越来越少,思念的痛也越来越淡,看来时间似乎真是最好的解药。多少歌手梦想的舞台——红馆,有些紧张,有些瑕疵,有些遗憾,但这第一场总算顺利结束,唱完最后一首安可,回到后台,默念一声:加油!明天要做的更好!回到休息室,又是满满的花篮,目光梭巡了一圈才突然发现那人的花篮,依然是官方到不行的语句,竟依然还是那种黄色兰花,不禁有些皱眉。
      第二天坐在化妆镜前,大卫在捣鼓着头发,周围是忙碌穿梭的人群,不禁想起昨晚的梦,为什么好久了,突然会梦见当初两人的那些甜蜜那些美好,眉头不禁紧缩,目光又扫到角落里的黄色兰花,思绪莫名翻腾起来。掏出IPHONE,上网一番查找,看着结果,心里却更混乱起来——文心兰,隐藏的爱。
      最终还是一切顺利,有些自嘲地想着:看来自己控制情绪的能力越来越好了呢。正要准备下台,真的告别歌迷了,却在余光里扫到熟悉的黑框眼镜、瘦削的身影,以为自己出现了幻觉,努力将目光穿透特技的火光烟雾,却真的是那个好久不见的人,剪了头发、却还是那件穿了不知多少次的格子衬衫。
      回到休息室,目光不由自主地聚焦到那黄色的兰花,脑海里满满的都是刚才那个身影,似乎这几个月来所有的自我建设都在刹那崩盘了。
      会场里的歌迷依然没有散去,他们坚持在那里呼喊着偶像的名字,高呼着安可,依然坚信,他们深爱的那个男人会像前几次一样再次出现。时间在流逝,但是他们依然在坚持,终于,他又一次出现在舞台上,还有一架钢琴,修长的手指抚过黑白键,流淌出淡淡的忧伤,然后他醇厚的声音融入这音乐——
      When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained
      But darlin' when I hold you' don't you know I feel the same
      'Cause nothin' lasts forever and we both know hearts can change
      And it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain
      We've been through this such a long long time   
      just trying to killing the pain'oh yeah
      But lovers always come and lovers always go
      An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
      walking away
      If we could take the time to lay it on the line
      Icould rest my head' just knowing that you were mine,All mine
      So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
      Or I'll just end up my walking in the cold November rain
      Do you need some time...on you own
      Do you need some time...all alone
      Everybody needs some time...on their own!
      Don't you know you need some time...all alone.
      I know it's hard to keep an open heart
      When even friends seem out to harm you
      But if you could heal a broken heart
      Wouldn't time be out to charm you
      Sometimes I need some time' on my own
      Sometimes I need some time' all alone
      Everybody needs some time on their own
      Don't you know you need some time' all alone
      And when your fears subside and shadows still remain
      So never mind the darkness' we still can find a way
      'Cause nothin' lasts forever even cold November rain
      Don't ya think that you need somebody
      Don't ya think that you need someone
      Everybody needs somebody
      You' re not the only one
      You're not the only one
      Don't you think that you need somebody
      Don't you think that you need someone
      Everybody needs somebody
      You're not the only one
      Don't you think that you need somebody
      Don't you think that you need someone
      Everybody needs somebody
      他至始至终都只是半闭着眼,没有去看那人一眼,但他就是坚信,那个人知道,这首歌是在唱给他听……
      一周后,收到一封来自香港的邀请函,邀请他去做演唱会的嘉宾,和邀请函一起到的还有一大束海芋,一大片黄色,围着一簇橙红色…… 

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