《意隐故事---明玉轮》夏意隐

80、布道（2） 黎鸦和Mo

　　黎鸦和Moonlord（月主）并排坐在车后座。她还在想刚才他说的话，并且发现自己竟不能否认。

　　他们一起走进了Silver Orb（明玉轮）。因为在Moonlord（月主）左右的缘故，黎鸦平白受了很多礼，她对此感到有些不太自在；Moonlord（月主）却很怡然，得体地对每个人做着回应。

　　他们来到Hall of Awakening（月醒殿），里面已经坐满了人。黎鸦在人群中精准找到了常斐然——他看上去略有憔悴，头上还受了伤。

　　Moonlord（月主）已经开始讲话了。黎鸦的相机虽然对准他，可是眼睛却忍不住总是往常斐然的方向瞟，她看他的状态有点儿担心。

　　常斐然只是无奈地冲她笑了笑，感觉就连眼皮都少了些力气。

　　Moonlord（月主）：“... Are you filled with inner joy today? Does your soul find its peace? （... 你们今天感受到内心的喜悦了吗？你们的灵魂是否已归于平静？）”

　　众人：“Yes!（是！）”

　　Moonlord（月主）：“Excellent. You must keep this in mind at all times: whether in the silence of your meditation or through your arduous labor, you are walking the inevitable path of atonement. I grant you silence to cleanse the sordid cravings of your minds; I command you to sweat to purge the indolence from your bodies. Only through these means can you feel the true pulse of cosmic energy, and only through me shall you arrive at the 'Moon Palace.' For I am the manifold incarnation of the past, the present, and the future—I am the one standing before you now; I am the embodiment of everyone you have failed across countless past lifetimes; and I am the ultimate destination for all who shall be saved. I permit you to settle the debts of your past through your absolute loyalty to me. Lay down your self-righteous dignity; cast aside your hollow, illusory obsessions. All things shall vanish into nothingness; for only the Moon remains unchangeable, and only I endure throughout eternity.（非常好。你们要时刻记住，无论是在静默中的冥想，还是你们辛勤的劳作，都是你们洗涤罪恶的必经之路。我让你们静默，是为了清净你们大脑中的世俗欲念；我让你们流汗，是为了排泄出你们体内的懒惰。只有通过这些方式，你们才能感受宇宙能量的脉动；也唯有通过我，你们才能抵达‘月宫’。因为我是过去、现在与未来形形色色的化身。我是如今站在你面前的我，我是过去生生世世你愧对于的他/她，我更是未来所有得救者的终点。我准许你们通过对我的效忠为过去的前冤旧债做结。放下你们那自以为是的尊严，放下你虚妄的执念。一切都会消失，只有月神经久不变，只有我历世永恒。）”

　　说完，Moonlord（月主）用右手两指点了点自己的额头，之后指向天空，接着又点回到自己的额头。

　　众人照做，只是并不点回额头。

　　常斐然仍处于一种大脑宕机的恢复状态中，脑雾的笼罩让他机械性地学着他们动作。不过因为他的右手被包扎着，只能五个手指一起，于是在指向天空的时候就出现了一种非常令人惊恐的画面。一开始他并没有察觉，只在黎鸦疯狂摇头的暗示中才意识到并赶紧把手臂放下。

　　他的心先是下意识地狂跳了一阵，他不知道这一举动如果被Moonlord（月主）看到的话将会给他带来什么后果。但这种无助和慌张只大概持续了不到一分钟。他突然觉得，怎么样呢？又能怎么样呢？这世界上没有什么是不可承受的。也许那人刚才说的对，一切都是虚幻的。内心的煎熬是虚幻的，皮肉的痛苦也是虚幻的。只要不死，人就可以承受；若是死了，也就不用再承受。他们可以摧残他，却不能毁灭他，如果要毁灭他，那就毁灭他。

　　Moonlord（月主）讲完后便邀请台下的众人发言，讲述感悟和感受。

　　齐刷刷地举起很多手。Moonlord（月主）指了指Kathia，示意她发言。

　　Kathia再三确认是自己被准许发言，她受宠若惊。

　　Kathia：“I feel very calm in your presence. This was not a feeling that I always had the privilege of experiencing before coming here. And I can feel I'm coming closer—to you, and to the Moon Palace. I hope that everyone here, including those in the world who have yet to awaken, can feel this gravitational pull of tranquility and come to the spiritual anchor within Moonlord's radiance.（在你身边我感到从未有过的平静。在来到这里之前，这种宁静对我而言并非总能拥有的特权。我能感觉到自己正不断靠近——靠近你，也靠近月宫。我希望这里的每一个人，包括外面那些尚未觉醒的灵魂，都能感受到这份静谧的引力，并且能够在月主的圣辉中来到他们灵魂的锚点。）”

　　Moonlord（月主）：“That's great, thank you for sharing. You know, you actually reminded me of one of our members who joined in the very beginning. She didn't live here, so she would record every one of my teachings. One day, she approached me after a session and said that my voice calms her— basically the exact same thing you just said. She told me that once, when she was deeply frustrated, she had this strong impulse to jump off a building. She said she could literally envision the scene in her mind, seeing herself falling. But do you know what the miracle was? She took out the recording of my teaching and started listening to it. All of a sudden, that impulse disappeared; it was just gone. This is exactly what I mean when I say: ‘When you hit a deadlock, when you don't know what to do, let me think for you.’（非常好，谢谢你的分享。你知道吗，你让我想起了一位在很早起就加入我们的一个成员。她不住在这儿，所以她会录下我的每一次布道。有一天，她在布道结束后找到我，说我的声音能让她平静下来——基本上和你刚才说的一模一样。她告诉我，有那么一天，她感到非常的挫败并且产生了一股强烈的、想要跳楼的冲动。她说，她甚至能在脑海里清晰地见到自己坠落的画面。但你知道奇迹的是什么吗？她拿出了我的录音开始听。突然间那股冲动消失了，就那么消失了。这就是我所说的——‘当你陷入僵局，当你不知道怎么去做时，让我来替你思考。’）”